I just want to clarify to those of you who might not understand: Neil and I can’t leave Madisonville right now. Not even if we wanted to. OK, if we HAD to we could but only in an extreme circumstance (which this is not). Neil’s job is here and nowhere else.

The only thing we could consider changing about our current situation is where we live IN Madisonville. Stay in this house, move to an apartment, move to a different rental house, buy a house, etc.

I think some of you thought I was considering moving back home to Paducah. Nope. I wasn’t. Like I said, nothing would make me happier than to be there but I know that can’t happen right now and I’ve accepted that and am OK with the decision to move here. That doesn’t change how alone I might feel being here but I think I’m more upset with the situation of this house. More than anything. Soon I will write a more detailed explanation about “that”. A password protected post.

On another note, school is getting better, as I knew it would. It’s still just as overwhelming and stressful but I’m learning how to deal with it better. Of course it helped my nerves a little when I passed my medical math exam today (it’s a pass or fail kind of thing). From now on I’m just going to take one day at a time. It’s really all I can do!